we left it hanging

why do we always keep everything hanging? you know what, i really need to talk to you...i want you to know that i am not finished with you yet...i can't move on because for me, we have not yet settled our differences...we didn't have the chance to talk things out...i have to talk with eula just connect everything but i cant patch everything and just conclude that it's over...just so you know, i think me and her have settled what has been between us..that's i can say that i've cleared everything on her..but on you..wala pa gd ya..i may look desperate but that's the only way for me to move on..i need to know if i am forgivin?or are you going to hate me forever?..i dont want to assume..because nag assume na ko before and na disappoint ko..and if you leave this saturday without settling this, then i will understand..maybe both of us are not yet ready, maybe that day will come...we don't know when...im still praying for that day to come..pero tani before ka maglakat, we could talk...i only have one day left, i dont know what to do...